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East Asian Heritage

Gamer

Keyboard Enthusiast

Cat Owner
Drew | transmasc | he/him | 30s | pst
who i am.

There are many words to describe who I am - my morals, core values, hobbies, and way of life.
It is often hard to start when describing yourself - introductions are oft left to other people as one's vision of self is often clouded.
My digital sphere consists mainly of art and games, along with socialization through RP spaces. My offline life is made up of a full time job, caring for my cat, weekly therapy, kink and BDSM spaces, and clubhouse activity (TTRPGs, miniatures, board games, etc).
I draw sometimes (AI really got a chokehold on us artists) and sometimes may flounder in how I communicate.
hobbies / things i like
Keyboards
I have built various keyboards and consider myself to be knowledgeable on components and materials. My dream is to own a collection of artisan keyboards of various sizes, switches and aesthetic keycaps intended for accounting, gaming, and coding.
Keyboard commissions are in the air. Talk to me about your keyboard build!

TTRPGs
Dungeons and Dragons may be the most popular role playing game around, but I swear by Pathfinder and proudly wear it as a badge of honor.
I enjoy writing my own homebrews for one shot stories and have experience GMing longer term campaigns as well. Currently play in two tables and always interested in joining more.

Kink/BDSM (NSFW)
I am a member of a local BDSM dungeon and visit workshops and play nights frequently.
With kink being all about consent, I take boundaries very seriously and do my best to make clear communication. My goal is to be a reliable and trustworthy dominant who can provide a safe environment.
Not actively looking. Do not proposition.

Roleplay/Creative Writing
RP is inherently a form of escapism for people searching for creative outlets in their mundane lives, and I find myself to be one of them.
Though not limited to RP, I enjoy writing stories for myself with characters I write with a short term goal in mind. This can be through TTRPGs, written stories, or other mediums.
See the writing tab for more roleplay details.

art commissions.
Terms of service
The following terms of service, pricing and samples are for artwork only. If you are interested in a keyboard or custom carrd, please reach out on discord first.My art is not to be used for NFTs/metaverse/AI model training in any regard.
Complex details and armour will be simplified.
Payment is accepted in USD ONLY through Paypal.
All works will come in 300dpi PNG format.
I will begin the sketch process once I confirm payment.
Once the lineart step is completed, major changes will not be allowed.
If requesting an original character, please provide plenty of references.
I will not create designs based off descriptions.
I work full time in a corporate schedule and draw when I have spoons. It will take roughly a week to two weeks to finish the illustration. I will let you know of any delays.
I retain the right to use your commission as examples in a portfolio.
will do
ships
sexual nsfw (within my ability)
bgs (complex bgs will cost more)
won't do
body horror/gore (mild blood and injuries OK)
real people
animals/furries (kemonomimi and tails OK)
*this includes FFXIV Hrothgars. I'm sorry!exaggerated muscles
Any works by me are for personal use only.
I do not use GenAI in my processes and strongly against doing so. If there are any works of mine that you suspect to be influenced by a GenAI reference, please tell me.
Pricing (for one character)
| style | bust | half body | full body |
|---|---|---|---|
| painted | 30 USD | 40 USD | 50 USD |
| line and render | 45 USD | 55 USD | 70 USD |
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Contact me via discord to negotiate a commission.Complex BGs will cost 20% of the overall illustration.
Second character and on will cost 50% of the first character.
Offer: Line and render bust for 50 USD with bunches of flowers of your choice.
Offer: FFXIV static charts (8 rendered busts) for 100 USD (painted) or 180 USD (line).
media i love.

The media we consume touches our lives in ways we can never expect, and I am always astounded by how creative they can be.
Games, anime, movies, TV shows, they all bring entertainment and enrichment and even subtly influence our tastes and preferences.
Here are some examples of what I love.
anime
Sangatsu no Lion
Slice of Life | Drama | Emotional
My favorite anime of all time. I have wrangled with many of the emotions, circumstances and hardships the characters face. If there was ever an anime about my emotional state, this is it.

Showa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu
Historical | Drama |
More stories that I relate to - stories of love, ambition, loss and tragedy while building new foundations for the future. I cannot recommend this enough for people to broaden their knowledge of Japan.

Violet Evergarden
Historical | Drama |
More stories that I relate to - stories of love, ambition, loss and tragedy while building new foundations for the future. I cannot recommend this enough for people to broaden their knowledge of Japan.

about the author.
All of my characters are spoiler friendly. I usually stick to low-powered, medium fantasy characters with a depth that I pull from interesting media or my own experiences. While I believe lore compliance is necessary to a degree, I do not treat it as law and more like a set of base guidelines and encourage others to do the same. That being said, I do break out of my own mold occasionally - from an isekai'd character to eldritch monsters, my creative process takes me anywhere from a simple adventurer to something extraordinary.
YAY
Slice of Life
Adventure
Dark/Mature/Taboo
Political
Long/Short term stories
NAY
Character death
Underage characters
Metagaming/Godmodding
MSQ/WoL
MAYBE
Romance/ERP (character by character basis, usually requires OOC rapport)
Major injury/Amnesia
21+ RP partners only. Will block minors.In-game RP preferred, but discord RP is fine if I can dedicate an entire evening to it.
I write prose style in third-person, with an emphasis on character observation and emotion. Whether it's short burst dialogue or paragraphs, I tend to match the person I'm with. Depending on the nature of the RP, I might take awhile to write something.I do not tolerate bigotry at all. Racism, homo/transphobia, body shaming, and other hateful beliefs are not welcome around me. Kindly keep your distance.Due to being an adult with a full time job, hobbies and chores to do, it may be hard to get ahold of me for RP and I appreciate your patience.
I value communication very strongly, please do your best to meet me halfway as I will always return the favor.IC=/=OOC, never confuse me with my characters. I do not engage in dick measuring contests and will take it upon myself to step away if I am uncomfortable.
Character autonomy is understandably important, but do not hesitate to ask to tone down IC hostility or any actions that would otherwise require damage control.
Please do not hesitate to reach out to me to discuss boundaries as I respect yours as long as mine are respected.
Bleed is an instant dealbreaker. Please consider another hobby if this applies to you.Ask me about exchanging sync codes. Feel free to reach out.
"Everything starts from Point A."
3/4 midlander 1/4 highlander | 40s | he/him
timeless | ala mhigan | artisan
Father. Gentleman. Aristocrat. King.
There are a lot of words that can describe the hyur, but none that can properly capture the everchanging, yet unchanging omnipotent nature of this timestruck being.
Sedrick presents a composed, humble, and polite front for many; popularly known as a well mannered and sometimes sarcastic-humored man. Tightlipped and always learning, the facade helps Sedrick probe around to learn about others while keeping his own demons unseen.
Try hard enough and you may uncover a skeleton or two.Currently associated with Le Renard Argente and The Rusty Mug.
open for:
friendships / peers
partnership(s) - negotiable
long/short term story of any nature
NSFW OK

"I assure you, whatever punishment you are expecting - I will dole out far worse."
reflected human | age unknown | he/him
Lich | blood lord | necromancer
currently unavailable
A Blood Lord of the nation of Geb (PF2e). Through unknown channels, he found himself magicked away to etheriys for a nefarious purpose. Currently he finds himself relieved at the prospect of having a break as his duties as a Blood Lord and glorified troubleshooter for his country, but sometimes misses the abundance of undead of Geb that are vulnerable to his magicks.
He is missing an arm. You would do well not to ask about it.
open for:
friendships / peers
rivalries
long/short term story of any nature
SFW only
"When I think about how much my sister suffered... It's too much to forgive."
raen/midlander | early 20s | they/them
shinobi | Vampire | hanamachi okami
An amnesiac child washed up on the Ruby Price one day, called 'Tohru' by the merchants (meaning 'transparent'). Tohru was sold to Miura-ya, the most prestigious house of the Hingan Hanamachi district as an exotic performer and grew close to the star oiran, Lady Takao.
Under the glamour and prestige, the lives of oiran are anything but perfect. Takao took her life, and Tohru swore revenge on the men who had wronged both of them.
Tohru attempted an assassination of the Sasaki clan's patriarch, Kojiro Sasaki. Amused, he bought Tohru out of the Hanamachi to formally 'adopt' the child and dared them to kill him whenever they desired. Angered, Tohru dedicated the rest of their teenage years to getting stronger... even accepting a deal to become a vampire.
Now, with limitless power at their hand, Tohru still seeks revenge.
open for:
friendships / peers
rivalries
long/short term story of any nature
SFW only
"Have I done as you desired? Have I emboldened your sickly spirit?"
artificial veena viera | age unknown | he/him
animated mannequin | sharlayan | creation
Trigger warning for
Distraught and inconsolable, Oleander kept Aster contained in his personal quarters and was seldom seen outside, with neighbors whispering about incomprehensible shouting and guttural, animal-like noises coming from his home. It was not until the exodus back to the Sharlayan nation when it was discovered that Oleander was dead... and an inactive Aster beside him.
Idyllshire goblins reactivated Aster many years later, lost and confused. What will he do now with this newfound freedom...?
open for:
friendships / peers
partnership - negotiable
long/short term story of any nature
NSFW OK - requires OOC rapport
"As futile as it is, your resilience almost seems... Heroic."
appears elezen | age unknown | he/him
dynamis eater | eldritch anglerfish | cosmic entity
An eldritch creature from beyond the plane, the form that wanders etheriys is merely an antennae that serves as the eyes and ears of its true form in another dimension. Alnair can speak, hear, and otherwise interact with the world at large... but if one were to try to touch his body, it would feel very empty and hollow, as if touching solid air.
Surviving off dynamis, Alnair makes his way in the world by serving as a psychiatrist and therapist for those seeking counsel. His methods are less than desirable, however, with patients claiming to feel void of emotions for several days after treatment.
For being an alien, Alnair's understanding of society is quite skewed. He blends in with his surroundings like an octopus, expertly masking his true intentions and thoughts as he observes his surroundings. He pulls fortunes from the stars in cards, giving accurate readings on top of his skills.
open for:
friendships / peers
clients
long/short term story of any nature
SFW only
"I promise, Madame. Your legacy will not die with me."
garlean/ishgardian | 35 | she/they
retired ballerina | educator | figure skater
A ballet prodigy, Giselle spent much of her childhood and adolescence honing her skills in the most prestigious performing arts academy in Garlemald, excelling in various dances, sports, music and theatre.
Upon graduating, Giselle joined the famous Opus Ballet Company and eventually became Prima Ballerina, earning her the honorary title of 'cen.' She retired at 28 to teach at her alma mater, but was forcibly relocated after the fall of Garlemald. Now, she seeks to learn more about her Ishgardian heritage and keep the legacy of her mentors alive by training the next Prima Ballerina to set foot on the world stage.
open for:
friendships / peers
students
partnership(s) - negotiable
long/short term story of any nature
NSFW OK
"To learn my place in the universe... Means more than my life."
sharlayan | 40s | she/her
witch | educator | author
Sensitive to the nature of aether as a child, Luca became the (formerly) youngest student of the prestigious Sharlayan Studium. Her echo manifestation was unique in that it allowed her to bypass many of the aetheric laws in place with seemingly little consequence. After graduation, Luca used her powers to travel the world and find herself apart from the small world of the Sharlayan nation.
It was a coven of witches that opened her eyes to the use of aether separate from what she was taught, and picked up on their teachings and crafts. Inspired, Luca set out to educate the world and spread her knowledge of aether. She penned many journals and tomes, even some novels but was robbed by pirates in Limsa Lominsa.
Assisted by her now fiance, Brother Boar, Luca began to cultivate hope again and now lives quietly on the edge of the Gridanian forest... still practicing her witchcraft.
open for:
friendships / peers
students
long/short term story of any nature
SFW only



























